Good morning y’all! I know it has been some time since I’ve been here, and I truly don’t have any reason other than I just don’t have it in me to be creative. The desire, the inspiration, the “mojo” is gone. Why I don’t know. Maybe it’s burn out! Things just don’t seem to be falling into place recently . . . I look around the web at what others are doing and quite frankly there’s nothing there for me. Things I thought were in the works fizzled and dried up . . . that could be part of it . . . my enthusiasm waned and I became disgusted and felt nothing was relevant.
Don’t get me wrong, I love what I do . . . I’m an artist! I have been my entire life and I still love it . . . I still have ideas running through my head . . . I just don’t have the motivation or desire to walk into the dudgeon (see that might be another problem) and work. I feel I’ve been pushed to an area I don’t want to be in and it’s not organized, its damp, its dark . . . perhaps I should look at it another way and be thankful I actually have a dedicated space that is mine. Yes that’s what I need to do for sure and make that space useful. It’s going to take me awhile because I need to organize the rest of the basement and the thought/project is so overwhelming, I just can’t face it.
I used to love to blog! I loved sharing my life, my stories and my art with you. Now I ask are you still out there. Social media has changed the way we work and how we see things . . . Is it a good thing or a bad think? I can’t decide! Yes, I’m full of indecision. Will this be my last post for a while? Maybe. I truly don’t know for sure!
I’ve worked really hard the last year and a half in making myself physically healthy. It dawned on me a month or so ago that I had been living in a fog for the last several years. A number of things were not getting done around here that should have been . . . I just couldn’t remember to do them or have the energy to do them. SO . . . I made the decision to quit my antidepressants cold turkey. I just up and quit them one day. That was the only medicine that I had not removed from my daily life that I thought could be my culprit of foggy head. I began taking herbal supplements and using essential oils . . . the fogginess is gone! I feel that I’m finally operating 95% healthy. Now I just need to work on my balance . . . what makes me happy and that I love to do and those things that must be done. Priorities!
Now that I’ve rambled on and divulged much more than I had anticipated when I started this post . . . there’s a story somewhere in here . . .
The reason for my post today . . . I created this card
for Quietfire Design today. You can find out more over on the Quietfire Creations Blog today! I hope you’ll hop over and take a look . . .
In the meantime . . . I’m a work in progress and we’ll see where my work is taking me!
Thanks for stopping by today and I hope that you’ll be here again . . .